I had a talk with my cowboy boy toy last night, which inspired me to write this blog. I wanted to talk about how when a want becomes a need. In this instance, that need is me. That need is your ultimate submission, your blissful surrender to me, on a daily basis. I have to admit that it was extremely cute when my cowboy told me that he felt like it was a want, and then within a few minutes he was expressing over and over again how much of a need it truly is. I thoroughly enjoyed that 😉 Sometimes things just have to be put in to perspective.
I want you to take a moment and think about a few things. As you are reading my words, I want you to naturally, allow yourself to effortlessly imagine and think about what you are reading. Read this slowly, put thought into it, and then at the end, I want you to please me and comment or get in touch with me, letting me know if you have a want, or a need.
Have you noticed how easily you can admit to yourself that you are aware of the fact that you want so badly to read my words, or to hear my voice? And during the moments where you are experiencing my words, you feel a deep craving inside of you that is truly needing more? Do you find yourself experiencing pleasure as you are just relaxing, and reading my words? Now almost even hearing them echo inside of your mind, realizing that it is so easy to experience unlimited pleasure, just from my words? You can agree with this so easily, can you not?
When you really begin to think about me, and the idea of submission to me, and the pleasure that surrounds that thought, then you’ll start to allow yourself to make the necessary changes inside of your mind. The changes that will easily allow you to become more open to the realization that submission to me is really all that you desire. What happens when you imagine yourself enjoying all of the benefits of having made those changes inside of your mind? Having me guide you through those changes? Can you imagine that right now? What it would feel like to just give in? To lose all resistance, and finally let go completely to me? That’s such a nice thought, isn’t it? One that I am allowing you to have. Encouraging you to explore further.
One of the things you’re really going to love about giving yourself to me completely, and realizing your NEED to please me, is the fact that you can finally become aware of the fact that this is your true self. This is meant for you. You can finally become the person that you are meant to be. You will be fulfilled like never before. You will be the person that you know, that I know is best for you.
Naturally, as you start realizing the unlimited ways that you can become aware of how badly you need me, how much you enjoy pleasing me, serving me, putting my needs and wants first, you will start imagining the deep fulfillment and pleasure you can experience with my guidance and ownership. Now, are you starting to experience the need?
I know that you are. Give in to that need. It pleases me soooo much when you obey me, when you give more of yourself to me, when you tell me that you are mine. It makes me so hot, and I know that making me hot is what you want to do, isn’t it? You will do whatever it takes to turn me on and please me. My pleasure is your ultimate pleasure.
Letting go to me is easy, it feels good. It feels right. It is natural, and it is effortless. It is beautiful, it is real, it is everything you want , and everything you need.